Some people I am very grateful for!Tuesday, September 30, 2008
Sunday, September 28, 2008
life thoughts
Well I have been sick all week, so I have had wayyyyy to much time to think.
As of today, I have come to this thought. I have know idea what is going to happen in my life!
I know that this is the way it is always going to be. It is apart of Gods plan.
Today however, I am thoroughly a loss for what to think. Things I thought when I was younger, exiting things, now seem to be completely different, I would have never thought I would feel the way I do about things, I want to glorify the Lord in what ever I do. But It seems as of late that the way I have been going about things in general, make for that to be difficult . I know the Lord will never put me through anything I can't handle, and I am not concerned in anyway. He has always been faithful to me! But as I sit and watch life go by. It is not that much different then I thought it was going to be. I guess I just always thought I would feel different then I do. Maybe it was just more fun when I was little, and I would watch the older people in my life go through these things, and I just didn't expect them to come up on me so fast. So I guess I have a lot of growing up to do...But, forever trying to walk in a manner that is worthy to Him! For He is good!
As of today, I have come to this thought. I have know idea what is going to happen in my life!
I know that this is the way it is always going to be. It is apart of Gods plan.
Today however, I am thoroughly a loss for what to think. Things I thought when I was younger, exiting things, now seem to be completely different, I would have never thought I would feel the way I do about things, I want to glorify the Lord in what ever I do. But It seems as of late that the way I have been going about things in general, make for that to be difficult . I know the Lord will never put me through anything I can't handle, and I am not concerned in anyway. He has always been faithful to me! But as I sit and watch life go by. It is not that much different then I thought it was going to be. I guess I just always thought I would feel different then I do. Maybe it was just more fun when I was little, and I would watch the older people in my life go through these things, and I just didn't expect them to come up on me so fast. So I guess I have a lot of growing up to do...But, forever trying to walk in a manner that is worthy to Him! For He is good!
Wednesday, September 24, 2008
Yesterday and today.
Well last night was very interesting..
more like yesterday.
I was not feeling good yesterday. As in, my asthma was making life difficult.
I was home most of the day, but then I had to go to work. Then it got even worse, and I had to go to the emergency room. I got a lovely array of shots and oxygen. and I was doing better. So this morning I went to school and I only went to one class, but I really wasn't feeling good. So I went home and went to bed. Now I am behind in school :/
But God is good! I'm home, happy and thankful to be able to breathe (with the help of a few meds:P)
more like yesterday.
I was not feeling good yesterday. As in, my asthma was making life difficult.
I was home most of the day, but then I had to go to work. Then it got even worse, and I had to go to the emergency room. I got a lovely array of shots and oxygen. and I was doing better. So this morning I went to school and I only went to one class, but I really wasn't feeling good. So I went home and went to bed. Now I am behind in school :/
But God is good! I'm home, happy and thankful to be able to breathe (with the help of a few meds:P)
Tuesday, September 23, 2008
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHELSEA!!!
Wow your old lol :P
I'm sorry you didn't get a card in the mail:( But i think i'm going to wait until I see you next to give it to you.
But until then, Here are my thoughts.
Happy Birthday!
I so badly wish I was with you today. I'm sorry it could not be so. I was hoping i could surprise you and we could sit in your apartment and talk the night away.
Unfortunately I couldn't. But I just thought I would let you know how thankful I am that you are in my life!
Thank you for being my friend all these years! God has blessed me by placing you in my life. You are always there for me at three in the morning when I'm weighed down with thoughts. And you always pick me up when I"m down. Your a constant encouragement! And when ever I go of on my (rants lol ;) you always bring me back down again. thank you for coming over and dragging me out of my room on my birthday, and for talking me into things that weren't exactly responsible, yet reminding me that life can still be fun. Thank you for always coming to visit me when i never seem to make it over to you (sorry about that) Thanks for always texting me when im in class! Your everything a true friend is made of! Yes a lot of these things sound silly. but all of the great memories we have, are to many to put on a post. So, thank you for being you, and for staying who you are through high school/college and everything we have been through, you have always changed what your eyes have been opened to, but always stayed same in one very important away. One of my best friends.
I hope you had a great birthday! I miss and love you girl.:)
I'm sorry you didn't get a card in the mail:( But i think i'm going to wait until I see you next to give it to you.
But until then, Here are my thoughts.
Happy Birthday!
I so badly wish I was with you today. I'm sorry it could not be so. I was hoping i could surprise you and we could sit in your apartment and talk the night away.
Unfortunately I couldn't. But I just thought I would let you know how thankful I am that you are in my life!
Thank you for being my friend all these years! God has blessed me by placing you in my life. You are always there for me at three in the morning when I'm weighed down with thoughts. And you always pick me up when I"m down. Your a constant encouragement! And when ever I go of on my (rants lol ;) you always bring me back down again. thank you for coming over and dragging me out of my room on my birthday, and for talking me into things that weren't exactly responsible, yet reminding me that life can still be fun. Thank you for always coming to visit me when i never seem to make it over to you (sorry about that) Thanks for always texting me when im in class! Your everything a true friend is made of! Yes a lot of these things sound silly. but all of the great memories we have, are to many to put on a post. So, thank you for being you, and for staying who you are through high school/college and everything we have been through, you have always changed what your eyes have been opened to, but always stayed same in one very important away. One of my best friends.
I hope you had a great birthday! I miss and love you girl.:)
Monday, September 22, 2008
Home at last!
It seems like it has been two days in one.
Tomorrow will seem that way too I'm sure.
I have to work one place from 9:00am to 5:30pm then I work another place from 5:45pm to 7:00am (yes that is all night) so I will have a full day tomorrow.
on another note, I have come to the conclusion that there are a great many things that I miss while I'm away at school. First my brothers! You know its bad when your at school talking to your little brothers on facebook. I sat up the other night with Josh for a few hours. It was really nice, it really has been making me think. those thoughts of well I'm older now should I move out? are harder to think about when it comes to thinking My brothers wont be getting younger, and I'll be staying exactly where I'm at. Or maybe I have just been doing to much home work that I just want to be a kid again lol But never the less I miss my best friends! 2nd thing I miss is FOOD! I never get to eat real food that doesn't come in that shape of a rectangle. It gets old, Wonka candy needs to come out with that gum that gives you all the flavors of a meal. if you have no idea what I'm talking about you should watch the "old" wanka movie. its a classic anyway. 3rd I love walking down to the beach and feeling the sun on my face, it is NOT the same walking out of a cold class room then feeling the sun. it just makes you sweat and feel out of breath lol. Oh and there is that Rayna person. Yeah I wish could go back to being three when we didn;t have anything to say (we really couldn't say anything if we wanted to lol) or anything to do. we could just be friends doing nothing but we were together never the less. Anyway i think the lack of sleep is getting to me. Im going to bed.
Tomorrow will seem that way too I'm sure.
I have to work one place from 9:00am to 5:30pm then I work another place from 5:45pm to 7:00am (yes that is all night) so I will have a full day tomorrow.
on another note, I have come to the conclusion that there are a great many things that I miss while I'm away at school. First my brothers! You know its bad when your at school talking to your little brothers on facebook. I sat up the other night with Josh for a few hours. It was really nice, it really has been making me think. those thoughts of well I'm older now should I move out? are harder to think about when it comes to thinking My brothers wont be getting younger, and I'll be staying exactly where I'm at. Or maybe I have just been doing to much home work that I just want to be a kid again lol But never the less I miss my best friends! 2nd thing I miss is FOOD! I never get to eat real food that doesn't come in that shape of a rectangle. It gets old, Wonka candy needs to come out with that gum that gives you all the flavors of a meal. if you have no idea what I'm talking about you should watch the "old" wanka movie. its a classic anyway. 3rd I love walking down to the beach and feeling the sun on my face, it is NOT the same walking out of a cold class room then feeling the sun. it just makes you sweat and feel out of breath lol. Oh and there is that Rayna person. Yeah I wish could go back to being three when we didn;t have anything to say (we really couldn't say anything if we wanted to lol) or anything to do. we could just be friends doing nothing but we were together never the less. Anyway i think the lack of sleep is getting to me. Im going to bed.
9-22-08
Today is here. I’m rather fond of today. Because it is always today and never tomorrow. Isn't that exiting?
It has been a very interesting day. I was up until the very late hours last night.
I should have been doing home work... but instead I was having a really bad asthma night. (Hate it when that happens) But I didn’t have to go to the ER unlike a few friends of mine. So I am very grateful for that. God is good.This morning was faster then it usual mornings. My day usually starts at 5:30 am; I roll out of bed into my tennis shoes. (Literally) and I get in my car ad drive to the courts. But as for the reason I really wasn’t able to take in a full breath... It didn’t seem wise. So I slept until 8:16am and left at 8:30. It took me 20minutes to find parking. So that wasn’t very pleasant. But art was fun. Hard, but fun. Kristen is always fun to hang out withJ On my way to my other class I got a phone call from Jessica telling me that her and Brian were driving over to the college to see me! Needless to say I was exited. So I have just finished spending the afternoon with them. It has been a splendid day:)
Unfortunately I must return to school... God bless
http://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=proverbs%2021;&version=31;
It has been a very interesting day. I was up until the very late hours last night.
I should have been doing home work... but instead I was having a really bad asthma night. (Hate it when that happens) But I didn’t have to go to the ER unlike a few friends of mine. So I am very grateful for that. God is good.This morning was faster then it usual mornings. My day usually starts at 5:30 am; I roll out of bed into my tennis shoes. (Literally) and I get in my car ad drive to the courts. But as for the reason I really wasn’t able to take in a full breath... It didn’t seem wise. So I slept until 8:16am and left at 8:30. It took me 20minutes to find parking. So that wasn’t very pleasant. But art was fun. Hard, but fun. Kristen is always fun to hang out withJ On my way to my other class I got a phone call from Jessica telling me that her and Brian were driving over to the college to see me! Needless to say I was exited. So I have just finished spending the afternoon with them. It has been a splendid day:)
Unfortunately I must return to school... God bless
http://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=proverbs%2021;&version=31;
Sunday, September 21, 2008
Its been a long time!!
Life seems to be flying by so fast!
Well I locked myself out for a few months.
Wow lets see if can remember what has been going on in my life...
Well over the summer I was in a musical. It was pretty crazy but I had a capital time! It was something I never thought I would do. I have never had to sing for anyone. So getting up in front of people was really different. I'm so happy that I did it though. I spent more time with my dad then I ever have in a summer. So that was pretty much my summer. I was able to work down the street from the Slingo’s :) That was a real blessing.
As of more recently, School started. I have never had any classes with anyone that I knew, but I randomly decided to take and art class, and on the first day I walked into class and Kristen Cork was in the same class :) (We have grown up in the same church) So that has been so much fun having a friend in at least one class! The class its self has been a lot more work then I thought it would be. But it has been really fantastic. My other classes are pretty much just work. Nothing I am really interested in. On the other hand, I have some really great professors. (That’s new) I’m very grateful for that.
God has been so faithful these first few weeks of school. (He always is) Unfortunately for me, I have this really bad tendency to lean on myself until I get myself into a hole, then I'm like "ok God I kind of need some help" But I decided I was going to go into school with a different mind set this year. And For any of you who might have the same tendency as I did/do, It is really much better to skip a step and just start off by trusting and leaning on Him. It makes life a lot easier. Well I do believe I didn't do any home work this weekend... So I think I am going to run and leave you with, http://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?book_id=1&chapter=22&version=31 we went over this in church today. It is one of my favorites.
Life seems to be flying by so fast!
Well I locked myself out for a few months.
Wow lets see if can remember what has been going on in my life...
Well over the summer I was in a musical. It was pretty crazy but I had a capital time! It was something I never thought I would do. I have never had to sing for anyone. So getting up in front of people was really different. I'm so happy that I did it though. I spent more time with my dad then I ever have in a summer. So that was pretty much my summer. I was able to work down the street from the Slingo’s :) That was a real blessing.
As of more recently, School started. I have never had any classes with anyone that I knew, but I randomly decided to take and art class, and on the first day I walked into class and Kristen Cork was in the same class :) (We have grown up in the same church) So that has been so much fun having a friend in at least one class! The class its self has been a lot more work then I thought it would be. But it has been really fantastic. My other classes are pretty much just work. Nothing I am really interested in. On the other hand, I have some really great professors. (That’s new) I’m very grateful for that.
God has been so faithful these first few weeks of school. (He always is) Unfortunately for me, I have this really bad tendency to lean on myself until I get myself into a hole, then I'm like "ok God I kind of need some help" But I decided I was going to go into school with a different mind set this year. And For any of you who might have the same tendency as I did/do, It is really much better to skip a step and just start off by trusting and leaning on Him. It makes life a lot easier. Well I do believe I didn't do any home work this weekend... So I think I am going to run and leave you with, http://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?book_id=1&chapter=22&version=31 we went over this in church today. It is one of my favorites.
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